Well, hello everyone, I'm Eszter from Hungary, I'm 18 but sometimes I feel like I'm just an old wreck because life can be quite depressing sometimes. My feelings don't know what to do with certain TV shows and movies and books and singers and writers and stuff, like you know why don't you just put a knife into my heart or whatever. Oh, this quote quite tells evrything about me:
"All she's got is the memory of a girl that used to laugh a lot. Now she's very angry 'cause they say she's lost the plot. And she's laughing in the mirror at her paper dress 'cause she has a troubled mind, a troubled mind."
It's just suck to know that the person who's supposed to love you most don't give a frick about you.